Life on the Outside

I went home to Lenox yesterday to work on my college grad school apps. While I was there I had a dream. I drempt that i was going somewhere with my family and for some reason the luggage on the airplane all got mixed togther. So we were taken to this place that had all the items and clothing that the people on the plane had packed set out for people to recalim what was theirs. Needless to say i had to make sure what was mine became mine agian so I had to be fast. I got all my luggage and my clothing, but then I decieded to take a look at some of the other stuff. First I grabed a cart like the kind you find in supermarket, but it had a very high back where people could stack things like on a shelf. well on the one I grabbed there was a lot of glass object so i had to becareful not to break anything. Well in this kind of shop there was everything, dvds, stereos, games, books, and music. Anything anyone would take on a trip to anyplace could be found here. Lots of the stuff was old and unclaimed, some was ratty and some was just broken. I started to look around and since I had a long trip coming up I looked in the book section. Well I knew that I didn't have a lot of time so i was looking kinda fast, there were tons of old books. I looked thru what i could trying to find something that I would like to read. Well I looked and looked and my time was almost up so I was getting a little frantic when i thought i saw a book i would like. Well it was an old tattered book, a paperback, and it was of one of my fav british tv shows. The cover was almost all worn away, but for some reason it was not a book about the show. It had a character from the show on it, but the title of the book was "College". So I grabed the old tattered book and left the shop. That was the end of that segment of the dream. I have been thinking about what It could represent. I know my life as a college student is coming to an end. It does scare me, I won't lie. I don't know where I am going and I don't know what will happen to me at the moment. All I know is that I am going alone. and that is very hard.